It’s me, Jackie and I’m writing to you for the 9th year in a row! Didn’t I just write to you not long ago? I swear it was just yesterday I was writing you a letter but here I go again. It’s a bit of a lonelier Christmas for me this year. In 2018 I was alone but accepted it and 2019 I had my parents with me but this year I lost my mom and now it’s just my dad and I. I am so grateful and thankful to have him still but it isn’t the same without having my mom. If I could have just one thing from you it would be if you could bring her back to me. I would give up all the presents in the world for her back. I know any gift in the world won’t compare to that but if only it could happen than having her back is all I could ever wish for. That’s not possible and I’m old enough to know that but I tried. I think my Christmas wish list year this year is me trying to find gifts to fill the void and make me happy again so that’s why there are so many this year. I usually struggle with what I want but this year it just kept getting longer and longer. So Santa, here is what’s on my Christmas wish list 2020.
Let’s start with the two expensive gifts. I totally need a new laptop so this MSI pink laptop is it. I would love just this if that’s possible Santa. It would help with my blogging and Youtube and it has been 3 years since I got my current laptop and it so needs an upgrade bad. The last expensive thing I am eyeing is a Tiffany’s Necklace and ever since I got the dupe version a few months ago, it convince me that I’d like the real deal.
Next is the beauty items I have on my wish list this year. A nude eyeshadow palette, an Elf holiday gift, a Living Proof Dry Shampoo Set and Popsocket Nail Set. To match that a personalized phone case with my name would also be cute to get. You know I love hair accessories Santa so a Scunci Scrunchie set will be great. Then we have the Revlon Blow Dry Brush and since I see it mentioned everywhere I thought I would mention it to you to get for me as well. Last beauty item is this Makeup Organizer for my vanity.
You know you are getting old when you have some kitchen appliances on your wish list. I saw this pink waffle maker and think it would be perfect for me. Then a pink Keurig coffee maker would be something I need.
Now moving on to some jewelry picks. These bow balloon earrings are stunning and so cute. Also this bow necklace is gorgeous and you know me with bow themed jewelry so it’s a no brainer. Last are these Bichon dog earrings which is perfect for me as I miss mine and these would remind me of her.
The next category is clothes and being a fashion blogger, Santa I always need some new clothes so a pink pearl sweater would be the best and then this buffalo plaid faux sherpa jacket which is so edgy and cool.
Now I’m saving my favorite category for last which is bags. I have gotten a bag for Christmas the past 8 or so years so I totally know you will deliver in getting me a bag off this wish list. First off is this black quilted crossbody bag that is good for everyday. Then this pink fluffy bag and I would not normally buy this for myself but it would be a great gift. Lastly is a pink crossbody bag from Betsey Johnson and it reminds me of the same brand bag I got for Christmas last year so this would be the one I’d love Santa if you don’t mind.
So that is my pretty loaded wish list from this year. I know Santa I would love anything you think I deserve. I honestly don’t need anything from this but it would be nice. I am grateful I have my dad with me and I can’t wait to give him his gifts. I can’t be with the rest of my family this year which is also sad but I can just call them. With everything that happened this year I hope my letter is a good distraction. I hope next year when I write to you I can be more positive and let you know what 2021 will be. So thank you Santa for anything you bring and I hope you do your thing and deliver gifts to those in need. Until next year!
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I know this year’s letter was a bit sadder but it’s what happened this year and how I’m feeling. I know the gifts won’t make me feel better even though I’m trying my hardest but it’s how I’m coping. I want all this stuff to make me feel something and not just sadness. So that was my thoughts and hope you get where I am coming from. I know these gifts are just a way to give me some happiness but having my dad around and giving gifts to my family who don’t have a lot due to this year.
Below you can view all my Christmas wish lists over the years!
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